Now
that I've got your attention, I should probably explain that I couldn't think
of a deeply symbolic title for this blog post, so I thought I'd try the direct
approach. Hmm. I may have accidentally achieved the cat-hater's approach in the
process. (Um, I DON'T eat cats.) For the record, I'm hopelessly a cat person,
and I love my feline babies extremely much. I even recently unfriended a couple
of people on Facebook for some remarks about people putting cats in their
profile pictures. Even after I walked away from Facebook for a little while to
cool down. True story. Crazy-serious cat lady. (Um, Tirzah, are you calm enough
to write in complete sentences now?)
"There
is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven... a
time to keep and a time to throw away..." (Ecclesiastes 3:1, 6b)
"Out
of the brightness of His presence clouds advanced, with hailstones and bolts of
lightning. The Lord thundered from heaven; the voice of the Most High
resounded. He shot His arrows and scattered the enemies, great bolts of
lightning and routed them... He rescued me from my powerful enemy, from my foes,
who were too strong for me. They confronted me in the day of my disaster, but
the Lord was my support. He brought me out into a spacious place; He rescued me
because He delighted in me." (Psalm 18:12-14, 17-19)
"The
Lord builds up Jerusalem; He gathers the exiles of Israel. He heals the
brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." (Psalm 147:2-3)
If
you've followed my blog for a while, perhaps you're acquainted with my
adventures in learning how to clean house. (Trumpet fanfare plays here.) I've
recently made the coolest discovery ever in housecleaning: throwing stuff away!
(Kazoo plays here.)
Here's
a "before" snapshot of my kitchen sink circa two months ago. I
honestly lost track of how long those dishes had been sitting there, but after
careful consideration, I decided that some of them weren't worth saving. I
dumped some of them in the trash. I'll spare you the icky details. My sink now,
as I'm typing this, is totally empty except for a few plates that I've pulled
out of box storage and will relocate into cupboard storage very soon, but
instead of snapping an "after" photo, I'll just keep typing and save
room for the upcoming cat photo. I did mention that I love my kitties, right?
My
kitchen isn't spotless, but it looks so much better. That's what happens when
you're a non-domestic bachelorette: You prioritize! You spend less time
attempting to cook for one, and you spend more time blogging. You spend less
time dusting, and you spend more time sorting through and throwing away the
piles of outdated documents and junk mail that have been collecting dust. You
spend less time being a well-intentioned pack rat, and you spend more time
lugging stuff out to the Dumpster and walking back with a relieved smile to
your home where you know that your babies are waiting for you, and they ain't
gonna miss the trash that you just threw out.
I
don't like to waste stuff. There is some stuff that can be dusted off, scrubbed
clean, and rescued for further use. But sometimes you just gotta let stuff go
and move on.
But some stuff is definitely worth keeping.
Here
is Macho inside the carrier. Choochie is on top of the carrier. There isn't any
deep, spiritual symbolism in this particular photo; I just thought it was
adorable that she jumped onto the carrier and started sniffing it while he was
inside it. Anyway, during Macho's recent trip to the vet, I learned that he has
cataracts and dental disease. He's 12 and a half years old, so he's developed
some expensive senior-cat issues. I won't do anything about the cataracts (the
vet told me that cataracts are just a natural part of a cat's aging, and
surgery isn't necessary), but I'll need to get his teeth cleaned soon.
Once
in a while, I'll hear about kittens who need good homes, and I can't take them
in because I'm already at my pet limit. But wouldn't it be easier to just get
rid of my old cats and start over with some new ones?
No
way! I even had trouble typing it two sentences ago. I wouldn't trade my aging
Macho and Choochie for a zillion brand-new heartbreakingly adorable, mewing,
fully trainable kittens. Macho and Choochie are my babies. They're mine. They
know that they're mine. I'm choked up now. I'm not going to throw my babies
away.
Sometimes
God shows me things inside me that are so rotten, moldy, rusty, and disgusting
that I'm amazed that He can even look at me. Wouldn't it be easier to just
throw me away?
"Do
not hide Your face from me, do not turn your servant away in anger; You have
been my helper. Do not reject me or forsake me, O God my Savior. Though my
father and mother forsake me, the Lord will receive me." (Psalm 27:9-10)
No
way! God bought me with Jesus. He redeemed me. He adopted me. He chose me. He's
NOT going to throw me away. I'm a keeper. I'm a fixer-upper. I'm His, and I
know that I'm His. I'm choked up again.
I
wasn't purchased, redeemed, adopted, or chosen by some wimpy little god that's
made out of wood, stone, or clay, either. I belong to the King of Kings. I
belong to the Lord of Lords. I belong to the Lion of Judah, the Almighty God,
the One who is a consuming fire. Any spiritual enemies who mess with me will
have to mess with my Heavenly Father who's already beaten the crap out of them.
(By "spiritual enemies," I don't mean people. I mean principalities,
powers, and demons, who all lie and who are all serious about destroying me or anyone
else who exists.) I may be a crazy-serious cat lady, but I ain't nothin'
compared to my Defender. Yeah, that's right. He's got my back.
I'm
thinking about my babies again. I was planning to take care of their teeth
before I took care of my teeth because I love my babies. And because I hate
going to the dentist. (I have an appointment tomorrow, and I'll more than
likely blog about my new adventures in trying to not cry in a dentist's chair.
Insert whining here.)
Also for the record, that photo I shared earlier
today on Facebook (about cooking, family, and a dog) DIDN'T inspire this blog
post. It was accidental foreshadowing. Hmm. Or maybe God took care of the
foreshadowing for me. Yeah, that's right. He's got my back.
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